When I look into my past, I see a mix of happiness and sadness. I own happiness to myself and put the blame of sadness on others. But is that correct? This is the question that haunts me day and night, it haunts me every now and then, it does not leave me in my sleep nor does it leave me when I am awake.
When I look for answers the only reply I get is “I AM RESPONSIBLE” for my happiness and sadness, my success and my failure. I allowed someone to give me happiness then only he/she gave me happiness. If I don’t none can give me any feeling. I have seen people happy with Rs. 1000 monthly income and I have seen people crying with Rs. 100000 monthly income. It all depends on a person that how he/she reacts to a particular situation. I reacted positively to certain situation and got happiness and negatively to certain and got sadness.
If I loved a person and he/she doesn’t love me, is it their mistake. If I tried to impose my feelings on someone is it their mistake. If I tried to master someone’s life is it their mistake. If I tried to give a lot of care and love to someone when they didn’t needed it, is it their mistake. NO, I must say a BIG NO, its all my mistake.
If I see the world wearing a Red specs, I’ll see the world red and if I see with clear specs, I will see the world clear.
Now its upto you to decide that what colour of specs you wanna choose. Its upto you to decide that you wanna spend this small life span in happiness or in sadness……….I have chosen to be happy and make others happy…..life moves on.
